Broken Vases

Guess what?
I'm in a bit of pain.
&& why?

Because I got a chest cold, sore throat and earache;

The events which led up to this, however, were great, so I have no regrets.

Last night, my best friends and I hung out around Rockefeller Center and the Christmas tree; and ate sandwiches, soup and hot chocolate;
We also took an obsessive amount of pictures, not to mention it was the first snowfall of winter, which just made it perfect.

Who cares if it's freezing, this is my favorite time of year!

My little sister just did this cutest but saddest thing;
In her school, she has one of those little fairs where the parents give you money and you can buy things for your parents;
Anyway, she bought my mother a glass vase, which she took out of her bookbag and found out it had cracked.
Anyway, she just started crying, saying how she really liked the vase and really wanted to give it to my mom;
&& I felt sooo bad, so I was all "Don't worry, sweetie. That's what super glue is for".
And we fixed it;
=)

Aside from all the holiday jamble, I really love having older guy friends;
Like half my friends are junior guys; and they are hot;
I'm a sophmore.
Bad news?
All the teachers are already talking about SAT's; and you know what? My grades, I'm starting to realize, might not cut it.
And it's all college this and future that, and I am so so so so scared about not getting into college, but then it's like, there is no way I can't get into even one, but I'm still freakishly freaking.
So I'm going to go drink hot coco and study and study and study and study.....


TTYL,
Moi<3

Bagels, Promotions && Boys

>>>Snaps for my mommy, who just got a promotion at work;
Everybody was congrtualting her at work, and she had no idea what they were talking about until she got to her office and her boss was waiting there to tell her;

They also gave her a humongous basket of bagels,cookies and danishes. =)
Honestly, I've eaten about 2 1/2 bagels since yesterday, which sucks considering I'm trying to lose 8 pounds by Christmas.

Anyway, let's talk about boys;
Some of the boys talked about now may be one of those mentioned before;;

BOY A: Used to like him; but not so much, over him; but now for some reason he isn't talking to me, which I hate; because I hate when I think people are mad at me.

BOY B: Guy in my class, who is so cute and always smells like RL cologone; I've been talking to him more, but there is no way he thinks of me more than a friend.

BOY C: This older guy in my school who is in like two of my classes and keeps flirting with me though he really isn't my type whatsoever; I just want to be friends;

I've been gift wrapping all morning [Almost the Holidays, yay!]
&& I'm about to go get my nails done with my best friends, even though when I do I end up messing them up somehow like 10 minutes later;

What else is going on in my life?
I'm auditioning for a play for a community theater, where i've seen plays.
I wan't to be an actress/singer so my mother says I should "Get out there", and she is right...unforutnatley. Ha.
&& another thing;
We just saw a video in school; as in a video of a baby being born;
You see E V E R Y T H I N G.
Awkward? Yes.
Gross? Definitley.
Slightly mortophying and something that might scar me for life? You can bet on it.

So I'm going to go && I'll post more soon, definitley.
Seriously.
I'm not lying.

Have a fun weekened && I hope you're holiday plans are starting to fall together=]

Live, Laugh, Love;

Me.