Always 2nd Best;

It's true what I said in my first post;
After Freshman year of High School, Life does get better.

While freshie year wasn't horribly awful, it wasn't great.
I had a few friends, had some embarrasing moments, got over it, moved on.
Sophmore Year; this year.
I have tons of friends, still hated on by a few but so is everyone.
&& in that ton of friends are many guy friends; Friends.

I've had one boyfriend in my life;
Uno.
&& Honestly, it only lasted a month and than it was 'Adios'.

Now, if you ask me to rate myself I'd say looks:6, personality:7.
Obviously my friends tell me different but it's kind of hard to believe considering they are my friends.
In the past a few guys, supposedly, have been interested in me;
I doubt any are now, but whatever.
The only problem I have with that, is I'm always the 2nd to best one.

There have been at least 3 guys I liked, who've I'd realized or they had admitted to liking me, but there was always another girl they liked as well, or more.
And she always came first.
Now once in a while wouldn't be awful but you know what?
Being 2nd best all the time sucks.
It really does.
Especially when all my friends are either coupled up or have guys drooling over them.

Doesn't exactly do great for my self-esteem;
BONUS FACT; Suffered from Ed-nos around 7th and 8th grade; Pretty much over it;
Still go through moments where I don't want to eat, usually do.
I eat most of the time so I don't feel compelled to say I have an eating disorder.
Let the people who are actually sick have attention.

Ask anyone, and they'll tell you in college your love life picks up;
I don't want to wait until college.
In school, there is this guy I'm crushin' on;
Problem?
The most words he's said to is: "Can you get that?", when he dropped his pen in class.
Even though; he sounded adorable when he said that.

Aside from that, there is more going on.
Let's talk about Health.
Actually, let's not; Health class takes care of that.
And we talk about ev-er-y-thing, including certain things..*cough* body parts *cough*;
Can you say awkward?
More like hilarious.


Catcha later;
=D